Sunday, March 7, 2010

Cee, The Pretender

So the Real World begins for me this week as I start the first day of the rest of my career. I am pretty much 79% a walking ball of anxiety and 21% excited out of my mind.

I've interned for the past two summers at this firm but when I start on Monday things are likely to be very different. Instead of assigning me a research project or a single pleading to draft, they will hand me over a whole case list of my very own. I usually hate first days because they are so awkward and unproductive and full of paperwork, meetings and introductions. This time around it wont be so bad because I aready know most of the people and they are giving me my old office back (I LOVE my old office! It even has a view of Lake Union and if I croon my neck I can kinda see the ferry boats coming and going from downtown Seattle-not to mention that guy who likes to lay out on his veranda in his birthday suit!).

There are some great associates there who will be excellent sources of advice and I know I can go to them when I need some help or assurance. I had a great "mentor" there from last summer who was really smart and friendly and his opinion held some weight with the partners.

I feel all kinds of jitters. It's almost like the feeling you get the night before the first day of school- except after 6 years of being a student, first days of school are very familiar territory while first days as a "pretend" lawyer are still extremely daunting (I still haven't gotten my bar results or been sworn in- so what am I? A pretend lawyer?).

I just hope I picked out an appropriate outfit for my first day. I hope my alarm goes off. I hope it doesn't down pour during my walk to the office. I hope I can remember how to function at 8am in the morning. And I hope all the kids are nice to me.

7 comments:

gudnuff said...

Good Morning, Madame fully-employed attorney! Happy First Day of the rest of your professional life. Hope today goes great. Welcome aboard.

Downsized Attorney said...

Good luck today! I'm sure you'll impress with all of your legal knowledge and stuff.

je said...

Good luck!! I hope your first day as a real live attorney is going well! Can't wait for an update :)

Proto Attorney said...

Yay! Congrats on being a working stiff!

Anonymous said...

Good luck! As a soon to be working mom myself, I was wondering what your childcare situation is for your son?

LEO said...

Congrats on having day 1 in your pocket!

estrellaeguino said...

Hi Cee! Congratulations. If you happen to come across the need for english/spanish translations I can help! I live in Seattle too