When it comes to the bar exam, I am a crazy mixture of bored out of my mind and terrified to death.
I am seriously SO DONE with this crap. I'm sick of studying. I'm sick of the law. I'm sick of it all. I see bar exam questions and want to puke. This is ridiculous. I want my life back. I want to have a sense of dignity and autonomy and FREE TIME again.
I almost want to throw my hands in the air and say SCREW IT! I'll just make up the rest of the crap I don't know! I'm almost to the point of apathy. Being a stay at home housewife with no bar exam blues in sight is almost sounding too good to me (too bad I owe an elephant's weight in debt).
I have to force myself to keep tredging along. Force myself not to quit. Convince myself that it really does matter. There is a light at the end of the tunnel somewhere....maybe it just needs a new lightbulb?
Or another new pair of shoes?